Anamika's World

Life can be so hectic at times but do we blame it all on the world around us or do we blame ourselves because we can be our own solution ? My belief is that the unexpected can be thrown at you and it’s up to yourself to conquer it. The situation can be rough depending on what’s coming your way. All that is needed is someone that can be there for you. I am so ever thankful for my wonderful boyfriend. I love how I can just cry and spill all of my insecurities and you would just hold me in your arms and comfort me. When I am in your arms, I feel safe and protected. You are my boyfriend and my best friend, I love you with my heart and soul.

You say what is a relationship.? A relationship is hard work. Whether the journey has just begun or is well on its way to a year you have to work for a great relationship. It’s not all about posting on Facebook to broadcast your love for the world to see. No one wants to see that. You keep your love between you and your man. My boyfriend tells me that you can just call me or text me to say I love you. Also I don’t understand why these younger folks get into a relationship for three days and say I love you right away. Relax kids take your time, love grows. Well anyways doesn’t matter because the relationship ends because you wind up posting tmi on fb. But to all of my friends that are truly in love, a relationship is a great piece of art. You learn something new everyday, and not everything will be perfect but you learn to be content. Patience is a key in a relationship ! Which I totally lack at times, but you have to be a good listener and understanding. Although at times it’s hard seeing the oppositions side. I know at times one of us will be having a rough day or just a long day at work..and the frustration builds and it’s easy to snap..sometimes it’s just not the time to speak to each other. Even though you’ve been missing that person all day. This is where understanding comes in. Give each other space. We all need to breath ! But sometimes we all want a little attention. I love being adored but you have to know the right place and time for it. I guess I got the inspiration to start blogging here again because of a little disagreement but nothing that we can’t fix. But that’s all for tonight ..xoxo

I’ve come to realize that some people really take advantage of all of the great things they have in life. Most people do not cherish their values. Its like they think with their eyes instead of their minds. Why is it that we must have to hide who we are rather than to just come out and say i love you. Maybe its because its the hardest three words to possible say to someone. I agree. But then again why would you stalk someone…just come out of your shell for everyone’s’ sake. This world is crazy and is only getting crazier. Im OUT tumblr. ! 

Life.

This year it seems like time is flying by too fast. Time is speeding way ahead and i am barely hanging on. There are soo many distractions that are leading me away from my goals. In class i find myself not focused, eiither caught thinkin of that s.o.s. and trying to find ways to change myself to satisfy them or worrying about friends, family and other issues. Im getting lost in a world that is changing everyday and the more time i waste i realize that i just don’t care. It seems as if my body walks the hallways of school and my mind is in a race with time. Im losing, and i cannot keep up. My grades are dropping because lack of focus. There is always something else going on and there is no time for me, myself and i. But i have realized, this is not the way a junior should lead there life. I dont need to make myself vulnerable to anyone to get attention and get that little nod or grin of satifaction. This is a new year and now is the right time to stop and place my life on the positive track. A track where there might be some bumps, but there are no other trails leading me ito a dead end.